Is Watchtower meant to be an actual shelter from reality?
No.
It's meant to distort reality.
The Watchtower sets up the stage with real, but overrepresented, horrific, and positively depressing features of world conditions. The cult then offers a glossy, promising alternative to a gloomy outlook.
Watchtower is an insular organisation, it allows you to see only what it wants you to see...within and without.
Internal and external facades are protected by copyright , anti hate speech and religious freedom laws.
And those facades are also protected by the intenrnal judiciary process that has little thought for human rights or due process when dealing with rank and file or, ( as in the case of The Purge 1980 ) high ranking officials who went rogue.
While watchtower portrays an exaggerated negative worldview, it goes to great lengths to keep the curtain closed on its own dark secrets and to maintain a whitwashed appearance.
Keep reading and researching, free from undue influence.
If you haven't already, read Crisis of Conscience, and In Search of Christian Freedom, by Ray Franz.
Check out jwfacts.com
Have a look at, and scrutinize everything you feel you need to.
Follow the evidence trail.
Lose yourself. Find you.
Love is all we need.